spinning the compass…

April 20, 2021

Receiving ugly reflections, in cracked mirrors of CORPORATE overlay they are me…I make nor seek any excuse, that is me…. and I Cannot contest the ‘informal’ addition to my rap-sheet of ‘objectively inappropriate’… I am drawn too easily, weakly, into puerile adversarial combat with words alone from afar, and despise myself quickly for it, as […]

I can’t stand it…

April 20, 2021

  I am closer to sucking the teet of the lower levels of the SYSTEM I FUCKING DESPISE, finding gold added to my pockets for competing ‘mandatory learning’. with such challenging questions as ‘should you report a kiddie fiddler to the police?’ when i am staring at the screen wondering when will appear the option […]

GemS In THe MeGA RouGh- ugly DUcklinGs

April 6, 2021

Any words I can add, instantly decrease the value of that track. Criminally forgotten, yet for whatever long delayed reason, now revived, reprised…. I found an echo of late of a former, brief heartfelt homage to anarchism…Captain Mission on Madagascar, Burroughs,,,and what it taught me was that such a brutal, vicious war must be fought, […]

Vital human nourishment takes precedence

March 26, 2021

Work looms on a horizon I cannot see but know. Vital human nourishment takes precedence, no matter how far away those connections can be found. For I need, above all else, to feel alive, and any opportunity for my locking of feral horns with my own tribe I gorge my everything into, until they have […]

I’m no poet, just a 12th house monster….

March 20, 2021

I guess I am perhaps trying to retrace my steps to when I was last a much happier writer as to look back upon my musings posts for many years now, I find certainly a poet, but a harrowing, lonely soul with too much weight of the world around him consuming, drowning and him/me trying […]

A weasel stuck in a tree…

March 19, 2021

I am white. British. male. feel zero pride or shame due to my skin colour. Or gender. Or upbringing. I am all about HOW I BEHAVE. what I say. What I think. The same measures applied to all others all genders all colours… Only the ocean and forest and their beyond humanity creatures great and […]

There are solely sociopathic profiteers of our subjugation.

March 14, 2021

AFter a week of sobriety, sleep hard to come by, itchiness, waking through the darkness, my synapses roaring for the POISON…throwing myself into high speed gardening, falling from trees, breaking fences when I fall, playing the good corporate citizen where possible, finding a life in 12 monkeys, I want to feel and live>>> Be careful […]

AN atavistic anacronism

March 7, 2021

Loyalty. Honour. Integrity…these have become atavistic dreams. For the Now, is finding those who prosper with new, different ‘values’. Its all about who looks the nicest, whose muscles threaten to burst the tight fitted shirts, whose skirts inspire not poetry but WANT…no poetry, no loyalty, no belief, in anything but the prescription flooding our screens […]

Mong vs Real

March 2, 2021

82 million views. I can concede that the beats and hooks are okay…but the words, the lyrics… ‘Me and my niggas tryna get it, ya bish (ya bish, ya bish) Hit this house lick tell me is you with it, ya bish (ya bish, ya bish) Home invasion was persuasive (was persuasive, was persuasive) From […]

Do you have a tribe???

February 26, 2021

I often make this mistaken assumption, when meeting others, that they have their tribe…I mean a crowd of humans, who will kill for them, who will catch them and raise them no matter how far they fall, Who they can always turn to, and find with their unconditional devotion to your cause, support, protection, brutal […]