I’d probably fuck up the throw
The eninges running,
But I cant find 1st gear,
A few more months,
And ill have been this way for a year.
Im living,
But not part of the world outside,
Im a sociable person,
But I choose to stay in and hide,
Staying concealed,
Hoping somehow that I’ll be healed,
From this melancholic state,
Which I find myself in,
I used to be happy,
But now I cant even manage a grin…
And I don’t really know why,
My only happiness now comes when im getting high,
Nothing changes, But times keeps on passing me by..
so Should I stay, or should I go?,
I just don’t know,
But all im finding here is more woe,
Wasting my money on half decent blow,
I suppose I could toss a coin,
But right now,
I’d probably fuck up the throw…..
(Mar 2005)
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