SOund TheRaPy for A TwiSTED Soul and MAngled SPirit…
With too much going wrong and wretched in such a short space of time, I must seek assistance, and as my eyes are finding a horrid absence of beauty, other than in the reflection of my arms making shapes inches above the sand, when I swim under the water, I will turn to a symphony of repeated defibrillation attempts upon my spirit…
I seek these sounds, for they are absent of any semblance of fluff…They are a main line needle into my reviving spirit, the howl emanating from lupine fangs, for this is a period wherein my heart has slowed and quickened, my anxiety levels have rocketed to the faithfulness of honest of Eris, which I need merely peek at, in both the telescope and known personification of the same, for to have the smile of such a celestial being, is enough to remind myself I am on the Right Path.
Thriving on meaningful collisions, yet finding mangled mutterings all around me, and my own state too beyond my nominal output of rabid to avoid trauma, I seek balance…I seek others who feel and sense the same, who speak their truth as loudly in the shadows as they do in the light. WHERE ARE YOU. Other than to be found as the most agonised and suffering characters in ancient gallic literature?
It’s the absence of honesty and decency which causes me to seek escape, through diving head first into the smirnoff, through peeking down the well, finding the darkness and unknown preferable to everything else I am aware of, jumping in the bucket, cutting the ropes as I hurtle down towards my own abyss…
How many people can sincerely assert that they are ALWAYS THEMSELVES? As in their stance is set before any collision, not reacting to any collision with a pondering of how to react, of who to project? Just and always YOU?
I bang on about this time and time again, this idea of demanding of others, to simply be and know and show themselves…I am sick of a world of deceit. Of manufactured decency. Of everything but love and tenderness. We are ALL capable of this, yet the many are far removed from this…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9VZQpL9-aLw
We are accustomed, programmed, encouraged by example to lie. Our leaders lie, our examples of how to behave, mass disseminated by the MSM lie and lie and lie…Deception towards every other, becomes acceptable. What if you hate lies? WHat if you are hurt by believing in people then realising they got close to your heart for months, years, then abused you horridly? This happens. SO what do you do? Those rare and precious souls of such purity, I seek to find, to offer them a salve of my loving soul and bambi heart…and my tribal loyalty. That is all, and everything, I can offer…aND I HOPE IT is enough.
Too much seriousness…and to apply the final purchase of my sound salve, I find this…which never fails to soothe my soul aND even cause the wolf of my spirit in his den to dance with his paws and fangs with the music and wind…
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VLui_8t2thc
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