Vital human nourishment takes precedence

March 26, 2021

Work looms on a horizon I cannot see but know. Vital human nourishment takes precedence, no matter how far away those connections can be found. For I need, above all else, to feel alive, and any opportunity for my locking of feral horns with my own tribe I gorge my everything into, until they have […]

I’m no poet, just a 12th house monster….

March 20, 2021

I guess I am perhaps trying to retrace my steps to when I was last a much happier writer as to look back upon my musings posts for many years now, I find certainly a poet, but a harrowing, lonely soul with too much weight of the world around him consuming, drowning and him/me trying […]

A weasel stuck in a tree…

March 19, 2021

I am white. British. male. feel zero pride or shame due to my skin colour. Or gender. Or upbringing. I am all about HOW I BEHAVE. what I say. What I think. The same measures applied to all others all genders all colours… Only the ocean and forest and their beyond humanity creatures great and […]

There are solely sociopathic profiteers of our subjugation.

March 14, 2021

AFter a week of sobriety, sleep hard to come by, itchiness, waking through the darkness, my synapses roaring for the POISON…throwing myself into high speed gardening, falling from trees, breaking fences when I fall, playing the good corporate citizen where possible, finding a life in 12 monkeys, I want to feel and live>>> Be careful […]

AN atavistic anacronism

March 7, 2021

Loyalty. Honour. Integrity…these have become atavistic dreams. For the Now, is finding those who prosper with new, different ‘values’. Its all about who looks the nicest, whose muscles threaten to burst the tight fitted shirts, whose skirts inspire not poetry but WANT…no poetry, no loyalty, no belief, in anything but the prescription flooding our screens […]

Mong vs Real

March 2, 2021

82 million views. I can concede that the beats and hooks are okay…but the words, the lyrics… ‘Me and my niggas tryna get it, ya bish (ya bish, ya bish) Hit this house lick tell me is you with it, ya bish (ya bish, ya bish) Home invasion was persuasive (was persuasive, was persuasive) From […]

Do you have a tribe???

February 26, 2021

I often make this mistaken assumption, when meeting others, that they have their tribe…I mean a crowd of humans, who will kill for them, who will catch them and raise them no matter how far they fall, Who they can always turn to, and find with their unconditional devotion to your cause, support, protection, brutal […]

Fog and confusion abounds.

February 19, 2021

Fog and confusion abounds. My need to marry my feral essence which has learned so many words, understood enough of humanity and the hideous ways of the horror we impose on the world and each other, has leaned for too long into futility… the vague sensation of etching away at receptive minds, when ranting, rambling […]

I turn to Sagan, for his simple, mega wisdom>

February 15, 2021

When I emerge from the ocean, my senses more awake and aware than ever found on land, I feel my soul sigh, my spirit growl, as I move from wind and waves and mad lunar energy flowing through me, throwing me hither and thither, naked in the deep, glaring at the horizon in calm wild […]

RAre and PreCioUS LaDY in the MEga ROugh…

February 13, 2021

Reverie is the totem of Woman for my muddled senses ever eager, when gathered and sodden with the lucidity I despise when it renders me a good corporate citizen, when it encourages me to be not just nicer, but too soft, too accommodating, too fake…and she emerges with one word, one line, as a goddess […]